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Sunday, October 21, 2007

Gosh and Dammit

Well, it appears that the starter is to blame for my car problems. That's truly unfortunate, seeing as how I have absolutely no money to fix it and won't for some time to come - especially if I still end up having to pay $500 in fines and costs for this whole legal debacle! Shit, if I can't find some kind of help from somewhere, they are going to shut off my lights tomorrow and that is grounds for eviction!

I sincerely hope I will be able to get past it, especially since the electric company screwed up my bill, but I can't be sure of anything anymore until it happens. A real shit state of affairs that's been keeping me upset and making it almost impossible to accomplish anything.

I found out what was stinking-up the kitchen, at least. It was a pan I had cooked in last week and forgot to wash. I had pushed it to the back burner and since I have no food, I haven't really cooked anything since, so it completely slipped my mind. I am down to my last few cigarettes that I just bought today because I have been smoking like a freight train in attempts to curb my appetite, which is still pretty strong despite the fact that my stomach is a wreck.

If they can get the car started, my folks are going to bring it by - for all the good it'll do me - so I have got to get some of these dishes washed before they arrive. The whole place is a mess - I haven't cleaned in weeks, just pushed things here, stacked things there, and "picked up" once in a blue moon instead of actually cleaning. I don't feel like fooling with it even now but it's gotten to the point that I have absolutely no choice.


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